low

Today i feel rather numb i suppose, well i don't know if numb is the right word, i certainly feel low, low on energy, low on esteem and low the pecking order. i know i've got a lot today but i really don't know if i can be bothered. I think it may be down to the weather outside looking like how i feel, dull and grey. there is no motivation or ambition boiling in my blood, there isn't even the angry passion i usualy feel for the state of the world we live in, it's all just really meh *shrugs*.